the LOVE we share

2008-04-25T18:47:00.004+08:00

I am still confused over everything. everything is still floating ard my mind. friend's advice make my heart be firm for that very minute. but the next moment, everything just pump down, my heart is back to him. after the serious talk with jing ytd night, she really really knocked sense in to me by analysing every single thing. she lays out every single fact that he is really not worth my eveything. not only her, but others too. i really know i shouldnt be like this, making you all worry. but i just cant be firm with my heart to totally ease everything. i tried my very best to forget and move on but somehow my heart is still stuck in there.

after hearing from my girls, i have decided to listen to them and carry out their plan. but from the guys perspective, i shouldnt do all these. and after much consideration, forget it. by doin that, i guess it will only build hatred in me. i want him to feel the pain i am goin through, but leave it. i believe he will somehow get his retribution though.

and right now, everything is still unsolved. the situation i am in now is far worst than a couple ending their r/s. its really super hurting. confused is the only word i can described myself. the only thing i have to do is to be determine if not everything will still go back to square again. but its difficult for me to ignore and avoid him. i am far more than happy whenever my phone rings with his name. i dun wish to stay in contact with him for the time being but for dunno wad reason, i dun wish to isolate him either. but one thing i am sure, i wont fall into his arms again.

this thing has been draggin real long and i really hope i can be firm and strong now to walk out of this ordeal and move on with life. i need to have 100% determination and constanly be reminded that he is really not worth my tears and everything.

and friends, i really thank you all for standing by me all these while. greatly appreciate it. the love and concern really touches me. i am sorry if i really make you all worried and angry. i lose my love but i am really thankful i have a great bunch of friends whom i can lean and trust with. really, without you guys, i think i would have really fall hard. thanks for all the listening ears, the advice, the encouragement, everything and everything. honestly, i know i will still be this way but give me time cos i am really those with weak heart when it comes to r/s problems. i will try my very best to pick myself up and regain everything. many thanks friends !

and to you, i dunno if you will be readin this. i guess i never regret being with you despite what had happened. i really have no choice but to let go you in the very end which led to much pain. at this minute, i admit i still love you but leave it everything to fate. if you are meant to be mine in the future, you will come back to me eventually. if not, no matter how hard i tied you by myself and ur heart is not with me, it wont work either. and come to think of it, i really treat you super well already. i can chose to be a bitch, but i didnt. If we really want to be friends, i hope its really purely friends.

2008-04-25T17:41:00.003+08:00

2008-04-18T16:03:00.003+08:00

HELL. you messed up my life. you make me live my days miserably. you make me feel like giving up everything. fark ! i really dont understand man's thinking. do they really lie without blinkin their eyes. is FUCKING all they ever want.

up to now, i still cant think of any reason why must you start the r/s with me, knowing the outcome will be HELL. is it really love, or you are just toyin with my feelings. at some point of time, i admit you really shower me with love and care. but somehow i know this will sure come to an end sooner or later. both of us were at fault, i shouldnt have step forward , and you shouldnt have two-timed your girl. it really put me to a real test to decide to off with you. as much as i still want to be with you, i know if i dont do this now, it will be worst if it drags on. but look, who is the one really suffering. ME ! yes, you were disturbed by this too but compared to me, yours is just tiny winy. it hurts me to see you pain, thats why i decided to carry on. but NO. i realised we really cant place it this way.

i wish to be friends instead. purely friends. and we both agreed. but each time we see each other again, everything goes back the same. perhaps, like wad you say, we should really stop meeting.

i really really dont understand why you want to start everything right from the beginning. despite the number of times i kept asking you, you yourself still dunno the reason. i just wanna know if this was just a FLING or LOVE. but the replied msg i got from you today says it all. you refused to answer me straight to the point but i knew everything was just FLING. stop sayin you dont wanna hurt me anymore cos you already hurt me more than wad you thought.

my heart is totally numb now. i dunno wad to do, wad i will do. my mind is completely blank ! i dunno why but i am still figuring out everything. maybe den, i can comfort myself to harden my heart, and pick myself up.

2008-04-11T23:36:00.005+08:00

Boy, little did i realised that, you are not worth my love,
not worth my tears.
you are not worthy of my everything.
but still i will miss you =(

2008-04-01T23:16:00.004+08:00

We were just friends at the start,
Then one day, something sparked
The next thing I knew, you had my heart.

The first time we laid our eyes on each other it was fate,
The minute you told me you loved me, I felt it too,
I want to feel this way forever,
The gentle kiss on my forehead and the comforting squeeze.
I was convinced you were the one for me,

But

Love start with a smile
Grows with a kiss
And end in a tear
Which is so true

Letting go is the hardest thing to do
Of the person you love
But knowing the outcome it might be if i cling on,
This is the best choice.

On the inside I'm crying.
Days pass by and my emotions are going crazy.

I need all the power,
To empty my pesimistic thoughts.
To stop my tears everynight from falling.
To stop feeling like my heart has shattered into fifty pieces.

Perhaps one day I'll go to bed realizing I survived this struggle.
I need to escape my depression to continue breathing.
And regain my strength to love again.

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once again i teared from this sweet msg from my very sweet friend.

Dear Friend,

Life has been tough. I just want you to know that I really admire you for the amount of courage you have shown all these while. You have a strong personality which is a joy to everyone who has ever known you.

Throughout the 9 months I have known you, never once have I seen you give up. You just keep trying despite the number of times life tries to get you down. For example the recent events that happened towards the start of the year. Maybe deep inside you are scared, but you need fear to be able to exhibit what is termed as courage and bravery.

Are you going to let this one setback bring you down? In case you were wondering, that was a rhetorical question and the answer is without question, NO.

Going through an emotional phase now is normal. The heartache, crying, holding back your tears when you're around people, putting on that fake smile, endless stream of thoughts and wanting to be left alone yet wanting to be with people is all part and parcel of that phase. For now, there's nothing you can do about that. You cannot stop the heartache in the initial stages. It's only a phase. Just hang in there. You'll get through it.

However, when you finally decide that you do want to get over with that phase, think happy thoughts. Do happy things. Do things that make you happy. Like dance. Just being optimistic on the whole and be positive. (Positive about life, not positive about him.) Remember that no one can help you unless you want to be helped.

As for him. I would really much like to shower him with curses, but I know you are still smitten with him. Which is why I have been restraining myself on that part. However I feel that what he is doing to you now is downright despicable.

Perhaps, yes. All guys, at some point of time in their lives, are downright bastards. Some are bastards for longer periods of time in their lives than others. It's their given nature. They can't help it. It's so annoying how you obviously know it's their fault and yet you cannot blame them cause it's not their fault that their brains and heart are located in their testicles.

(Sidetracking) Which probably explains why Adolf Hitler could be so cold hearted. He only had one testicle. The other got taken along when a grenade exploded and the shell that flew took one of his balls with it.

A few days ago, I spoke to a friend of mine on msn. She recently got attached and told me. Men are horny creatures. A hard-on every five minutes My GOD!

I learnt the hard way that you cannot trust hundred per cent of everything that comes out of the mouth of anyone. People tell half lies and half truths all the time. Especially males, who have an inborn talent to lie through their teeth without blinking once. They think nothing about saying sweet nothings just to pacify girls to get what they want.

Another friend of mine, testified to this by saying that 3/4 of the time he says I miss you to his girlfriend (whom he loves), he does not mean it.

There is someone I know, who had a sex partner. Before she told the guy that she was in it just for the sex, he was all "that wasn't sex, we were making love" "we don't have to do anything, I just want your company." What a load of bull. After she told him, lo and behold, she saw a whole different side of him.

On the whole, there is no sure way to understand males. Due to "males" being a very general term. Each different individual comes with a different personality. One day, your guy will come. When, who, how, I do not know. But he will. Have faith, if not in yourself, in God. Being able to believe in something is a beautiful thing.

For now, just focus on your studies. Love comes when you least expect it.

Friend. What I'm saying is that do not give up. Do not let your attraction and fondness for him cause you to falter in your resolve. Stay strong.

Your friends, your brothers and your sisters will be here with you. When you feel weak, do not fear that you'll fall. Cause everyone will be around you giving you support.

Love,
Your Friend.

2008-03-22T23:37:00.008+08:00

so yea ! went out with bimbos ytd. supposed to be cycling at ecp but we postpone it to next week since ytd was public holiday. ecp not a very good place to hang out on PH. LOLS. so, went bugis for steamboat ! steamboat is love love love =D yc and i ate like some hungry pig. super BIG potion. LOLS. took neoprint later and settled at mos burger to crap crap crap for few hours till 10++ ! we enjoyed ourselves definitely. =D

we really LOVE to eat steamboat !!!!!!

off to bugis to do ladies business !

den off for neoprint ! =DDD

shop shop shop ard. decided to just sit down and crap. i love that ! =D
and we snap snap snap again. LOLS.

head off to eunice house for tong xiao majong ! change into her t-shirt. she claims i look uncomfortable with it. LOLS. and i lose money again ! FOREVER LOSING MONEY ! roar ! took pics with eunice sis mac book while waiting for the rest. HAHA. super funny !
so played till 5am ++ . papa fetched and went for prata. =D we had a great talk. and i realised that i arnt really a 100% good daughter =((

that bitch BIRD ! nice heh. there's one more inside !

eunice showed me her sis macbook photo thingy. and i began to snap again. LOLS.
i nvr play with that before okie. hoho.

enjoy
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2008-03-20T22:26:00.002+08:00

my father wasnt very happy i took off to chill ! haha. he said " WAH, YOU 400 DAYS NEVER WORK ALREADY HOH ?" LOLS. 400 = 4 days. i need time to rest too ! school starts, its gona be hell busy again ! holiday is a time to rest, isnt it ? just that i need $$$ thats why i work work and work . PIFF. and he was SUPER DUPER ANGRY that day when i didnt pick up his 10 + missed call. all in total, i had 50 ++ missed call from my whole family. my whole family wake up during midnight, thinkin that sth happen to me ! WAY SORRY , my phone was all along in silent mode =(( but somehow tis shows that my family loves me =DD but my papa was ultra A-N-G-R-Y ! =(((

and IT HAS BEEN RAINING NON STOP. pissed !

monday

suppose to be off from both job but skin food urgently need ppl, so i got down and work till 5pm.
head off to bedok for zi cha with ex-classmates. its a good one. =D den fly down to changi airport to met up with teachers. settled at tcc.

tuesday

suppose to go bedok again. but cancelled last minute. so head to to city plaza to do hair extension. after that, run errand for papa, ard singapore. LOLS.

wednesday

dinner, movie LEAP YEARS, pool with darren ! HOHO.

thursday

badminton with sisters from two to four. 4 of us only. others couldnt make it. ROAR ! den head down to pp for dinner. settled at anderson ice cream and ordered choclate fondue. =D crap there for few hours. shopped ard pp. den off to kfc for dinner. ate and sat there to crap for another few hours =DD NICE ONE HEH ! =D we should do that more often ! =DD

friday

sentosa supposedly ! den had to work for singtel. but somehow sentosa was cancelled last minute too and went mind's cafe instead. met them after work and off to keith house for tong xiao majong =DD

saturday

working at skinfood. down for service.

sunday

working again. by right, meet up with bimbos but cancelled. den, suppose to town with long time no see bendan but skinfood wants me to do closing ! =( i swear its a lonely lonely sunday cos i am the only one working ! ROAR ROAR ROAR !

monday

OFF, but i drag myself to work ! BCOS if i dun work and wait till 5pm to go out. my papa will chop chop confirm say GOT WORK DUN WANT TO DO, KEEP GOIN OUT ! roar ! so yea. i work from 1 to 5 den met up with eunice to catch step up 2 ! =D
den playgroundin, chillin with my beloved darren.

tuesday

met sisters. and we decide to badminton again =DD 3 hours straight this time! we are healthy ppl. HOHO. went blk 85 and 54890436 amt of carbo after that ! =(

wednesday

its freaking working time again ! den katong for supper =D chill at playground again.

thursday

eugene that bitch birthday ! have to work so met up after work =(( but didnt go down in the end. roar. cos they wanted to go clubbing. not very into it now. hoho. so laksa for supper at katong with chia, bendan, sharon and her bf since they came down to pp.
i got bendan a job ! BENDAN thank me !!

2008-03-11T22:02:00.008+08:00

the bitch is back ! HOHO.

hmm. life. so far so good. LOLS.
holding two very part time jobs : singtel and skin food
haha. their timing's ultra flexible so i decided to hop ard.
but work is duper tiring !
i cancelled the singtel job last minute today, too tired to wake up after ytd class gathering.
sorry to the max !
but anyways, my papa asked me to just have one job ONLY !
hoppin ard is not that good ! LOLS.
although singtel pay is better but its famn far !
so yaya papaya. i'll decide.
mark myself OFF from tuesday to friday at skin food cos i need time for friends too. yea =DD

and i went for hair extension today again. after what my ex-classmates said abt my hair!
UNEVEN. LOLS.
i looked at the mirror today. yea. its really uneven !
=((
but i like the way my hair stylist cut my hair ! WHOOS ! =D

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rewind back last few days ! stayed home and help my papa count his little $2 box savings for year 2007.
he counts his $10 and $50 savings. and i stayed one corner to count the $2 ones. hoho
and the zilllion willion $2 notes only adds up to 2k ! =(
ROAR !

hoho. he's pourin out all the money !

before !

and after !

random skinfood pics.

me me me

2008-03-03T02:59:00.006+08:00

behold and beware ! its gona be a super duper lengthyyy one !!

emo emo emo!

last paper, managerial account was shitty shit shit to the max. i dun know. many claim that the paper was better than expected. but somehow or rather, its thumbdown for me. roar. or maybe it was too plain easy and we did it in a way that looks difficult. why? cos of that dumb dumb marks. for a 3 marks question, normal ppl would do those plus den minus two step thingy. which is true. BUT !!
ITS JUST ONE EASY STEP ANSWER FOR 3 MARKS. =xx
gei kiang got so so many steps and of cos WRONG ANSWER HEH.
hopeless to the max.
i can see the $600 flyin off from me. ROAR.

wateva. its over !
and its holiday time !!!
time to chill, time to earn big money. =DD

and yeses,
i like them !!!!
arnt they good looking ?
arnt they charming ?
=DDDDDDDDDDDDD
watch them ? 10pm, mon to fri, channel 102 ! HOHO.

seen this advertisement everywhere ?!?!
yes, that's it ! after much consideration and struggle of deciding, i decided to enrol to UOL degree course which will commence straight after my diploma tis year. PROVIDED I PASS THEIR BRIDGIN COURSE. i wasnt really interested in this, reason being, the bridgin course and exam that we have to take in order to qualified for that course happens to crash into our dms programme. mon-sat morning class for diploma. and after that at night for the degree lesson. 5 exams ! =( ultra stressful and risky. if choy, we might flung everything. also, die die must pass last sem.
i wanted to wait for next year but papa raise hand and leg DISAGREE. and i am rather touched by his words. its 20k ! i dunno where he's gona dig out the money from =((
i really do hope everything goes well. =)

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anyways, shoppin with that bitch after paper yesterday.
pizza hut, her treat ! =DD
and along orchard road, they give out free bottle of coke. but the tastes suxs big time.
NO SUGAR ! roar.

her beef lasagna ultra nice ! =D

and they still have those hand auto flush thingy at funan. cool heh.

and so, today i went pasta mania and ate that beef lasagna. HAHA.
and pasta mania price increase BIG TIME. its $10.15 ! PIFFF.
but they serve with more beef. LOLS.

=DDD

and then,
it was studyin with jing last few days. talk non-stop again ! SHUT UP is the word that i kept using on her. LOLS.

* hi jing, i know you read my blog. and must be cursing me now. * hoho

the drawin marathon starts again. LOLS.

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the rest are way back updates.

you may skip this. HOHO.

my sis bought for me this =D sweet heh.

and mac breakfast ! =DD i think i havent eaten that ever since school starts.
yea =D and this time, i ate big breakfast.
and of cos the price is BIG too.

i'm sorry. i am a way too budget girl.
broke broke broke.

yukiko's talent.

my sis drew this ! =x
i was eating supper, and i know i eat super a lot. she ran out, drew this and place it on my table.
to laugh, or to cry.

its real candid shot.

EUNICE & BANANA BIRTHDAY ! =DD
happy birthday bitches !! i hope you two can stop being so bitchy. HOHO. especially you know who !

the colourful vs the emo side

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POST POST POST ICE SKATING !!!

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AILIN's birthday !! =D

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a trip down to BOTANIC GARDEN after exams !
for pinic ! =D LOLS.
its a fun fun fun day.
we fed those yao gui fishes, and turtle.
and guess wad. swan dun eat bread. they are vetegetarian. they eat erm cabbage. LOLS.
feedin fish is our favourite hobby now. HOHO.

that woman was late late late. so bus to her house and cab down.

the first thingy that caught our attention was tis small boy rolling on the floor. LMAO.

swan !! =DD we fed them and attract those kids.
hoho. we gave them some to feed too. good citizen. LOLS.

and OMG. he's damn cute. LOOK at his face. he was feedin fishees.
anways, there'a a lot of cute babies ang mo there ! super cute ! =)))

symphony stage !

yes, we bought our own pinic stuff and ate there.
and its really nice =DDDD

ginger garden !
didnt enter orchid garden ! there is admission fee for it ! ROAR

fed them bread.

and more flew here.

and tada. ALL CAME. greedy greedy. LOLS.

and that marks the end of the day.
=DD

2008-02-22T00:55:00.002+08:00

SAVE TWO DOLLARS A DAY SHOO THE DEBTS AWAY.

i know, you know, not suppose to come online since exams is like 0.0321 days away only.
and given the fact that i pon school almost half the time, hopeless.
but still let me stay a few minutes here.
i will update photos soon.
=)

just gotten my another hp bills. SHITTY SHIT TO THE MAX. its way over 50 bucks again.
i reeally wonder if i really used that much. roar.
so the pathetic me, have to open my coin box which i started saving from first day of 2008.
and tada. exactly my hp bill money. sad heh.
i save that money for mother's and father's day! ROAR.
i hope my sis sponser me or sth. LOLS.
haiss.

anyways, HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TAN ZI QI ! =DDD
finally eighteen heh. enjoy yourself !

and and CONGRATS to singapore for winning the bid to host youth olympics! =D

back track abit.
KOH HUAN LI is the most outdated person on earth.
ROARRRRRRRRRRRR.

i didnt know edison decides to quit until somoneone told me.
i didnt know there was an earthquake on wed until someone told me.
i didnt know that the youth olympics results will be release today until someone told me.
and i didnt know my CA results was out until someone told me.

WAHLAO #!@$@%#$!$!@%@%@!

i swear i am slow poker !
i dun watch news, i dun read newspaper. i only face my com and does nothin.
OF COS I DUNNO. !!!!!
=((((((
sadded.
i will pay more attention to world news now.

LOLS.

2008-02-19T21:55:00.005+08:00

exam fever exam fever exam fever exam fever exam fever !
SORRY FOLKS, i will be back after 1st March for updates =DDD

anyways, HAPPIE BITHDAY to my beloved eunicee! and ailin .
loves !

I believe that everything happens for a reason.
People change so that you can learn to let go.
Things go wrong so that you can appreciate them when they are right.
Sometime, good things will purposely fall apart so that better things can fall together.

2008-02-15T01:05:00.001+08:00

ICE-SKATING CUM BBQ
promise to update more when i resize the photo ! its too big to upload !
ROARRRRRRR !

HELLO ICE SKATING !

HELLO BBQ !

LOLS.

anyways,
These are the girls whom I have the good times with,
where we enjoy each others' company and laugh like kukus.
The ones I am comfortable with and not afraid they will judge base on my actions.
The ones I can always count on.
These are my buddies and I am very thankful I have them.
lovesloves.

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you know, i dunno wad to blog abt. as much as i want to express my feelings, hmm, but i wont want to do it here. tis blog is just abt the days of my youth. nothin much.

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my life can be happening but without a camera, its sad SAD sad.
my phone lens CRACK. cant take pics! =(
plus i dun own a camera.
sad.
I WANT A CAMERAAAAAAAAAAAA.
and bcos of tis thingy, my phone went hayhire too. ello ello is the only sound i can hear from ppl.
and more often, msges cant be received or better still, calls cant get through.
my phone is always on, but its still tabolei. worst still. no caller alert.
so, i need a change of phone ya.
MONEY becomes another big issue again.
my 2 rich sis just bought psp set with their ang baos money. phew.
i rather spent it on clothes. =Pp

anyways, step up 2 is COMING SOON.
gosh.
i will be like the aunties to chiong and watch.
HOHOHOHO.

tis is random but
on second thought, i want to be a doctor. =DDD

2008-02-09T16:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY !!!

鼠年行大運

hope you guys collect many many ang baos. LOLS.

paste fake nails cos i really run out of patterns to do.
its always the same old pattern. HAHA.
so i just bought one box. its $4.90 only! super cheap =DD
and the glue is reallly strong tis time. third day and still not a single one drop out. =D

First day
went ah po's house bai nian. honestly, i dun feel the excitment for cny tis year. its like, just another other normal day. i cant feel the new year atmosphere. =x but anyways, happy that my papa wore chinese clothes tis year! FIRST TIME OKIE. haha. walk walk walk to ah po's house, we are the first to reach. =x thats why it seems so dull. =x waited for everyone to come, den off to ah ma's house at 5 plus. steamboat again. i dun want to get sick of steamboat! ROARRRR.

presenting the KOH family =DD

den a bit of cam-whore at ah po's house. ultra ultra bored. adults talking is never my joy. so i just stay in godmama room and chill. and majong. took emo pic again. HAHA. reason being, i still cant really smile properly. ROARR !!!

Second Day
went to another ah ma's house. the house with big ang baos but also the danger one cos they own dogs. LOLS. i kena a baluku at my leg cos i jump and bang onto the sofa thingy, bcos of that kuku dog. i didnt notice it was at my leg there. roar. every year without fail, i would sit crossed leg on the chair. haha. abit of unglam but i'm scare of animals. =x but the dog is obedient and cute heh. SNOWY! thats her name.
after that, down to xiao gu's house. stayed for a while and i leave first to cine and watch movie. LAO SHI JIA LAO DA ! =D mark lee super gay. LOLS. den dine in at sushi and proceed to matthew's house for majong tong xiao. i lost ! =(
took cab home and its already going to 7 am when i reach home today.

thats her, SNOWY !
she love it when i took her pics. she will quietly stay still there and let me snap snap snap.
=DDDD

its dark in the house. cos they shut everything. HAHHA.

cine leisure toilet! =P

Third Day
decided to skip my bai nian, and sleep. thats bad! =X woke up at 4pm. =XX even bad! majong-in later at eunice's house. =) and i did some revision meanwhile! =DD
play hard and study hard too! LOLS.

Forth Day
which is tmr.
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ice-skating with skolmates =DD den to charlene house for BBQ!
update more after tmr!=DDD

2008-02-05T02:00:00.000+08:00

back again.

finally done with projects .
BIG BYE BYE TO PROJECTS, till we meet next sem again. =)

today, while waitin for bus, tao nan kids were all scatter there. there's one grp probably ard primary 4. and guess wad were they chatting abt ?!!?!? SEX!
they were happily talkin and laughin away.
kids nowadays know everything, i dun know all these stuff till like secondary. maybe i am poor in science. but still ! haiss.
everything's changin FAST !
=(((

i want to catch so many movies. i havent caught one for like 187040 yrs.
roar.
suppose to catch my 27 dresses tmr. or maybe later since its 2.35 now. but i got my period.
HAHAHAHA.
so nahs. cancelled.
not goin school too.

2 more days to chinese new year. HAHA.
i cant wait for new year !!!!!
i cant wait for those outings.
i need a break from school. A BIG FULL STOP TO DEAD LIFE. :/

and roar, so many birthdays coming up.
BROKE BROKE BROKE.
in fact, i am already. =x

new year's coming so i've been tryin hard not to snack. but i cant.
roar. i eat wateva tidbits i can find.
and wateva food that i see.
smack ass.
~~my new year resolution~~
i really lovee to eat.
AND SLEEP. =DDD
so you'll see my fats everywhere. =xx

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my ang kong ! HOHO. ignore the goosebumps. LOLS.

and last week that bitch birthday!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY SNOW WHITE =DDDD

and the last few days, INCLUDIN SAT AND SUN, went charlene's house to do HR presentation.
HR's a killer man! we stayed till midnight for both nights.
but after the video presentation today. whoos! it worth it.
as the sayings, 'tai shan yi fen zhong, tai sia shi nian gong"
received good comments. and i guess jacinthia tan is quite happy.
i will post it up when i got the dvd. =DDDDD

THE PROCESS

2008-02-02T02:10:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO 148th post.

alright. another boring week. the amt of time i spent at home and in school is wow.
but i am happie that my face is getting better. i will be able to smile and laugh again! hopefully it will cure fully before cny or sth or maybe the morning when i wake up to collect my first ang bos. LOLS.
pack with stuff next week. reason being i think i can face people already. HAHA. so i agreed to go out.
but still some time for studies. exams is ard the corner. 2 weeks straight after cny. BOMBBBBB!

projects coming to an end too! tis coming tuesday! RELIEVED! pissed off badly with some lalabye guy, forever chasing him for assignments. ultra iressponsible. and i used quite a lot of bad words tis few days. all bcos of kuku him and some u_a_g kitty. ROAR. i promised to stop @$@%%!#%!%$#!

father's being a clown lately. HAHA. seriously! full of nonsense and shitty stuff. he's far more worst than me! LOLS. but i am glad he's happy! =DD

i find myself having a stronger r/s with my parents. up to another level! =DDD
i love them more each day by each day. they may be poor, unable to provide us with the physical needs but at least they have a good heart, kind soul which really pleased me.
and i feel easy even with the ever act cuteness i have with them. LOLS. sayin in high pitch, GOOD NIGHT, I LOVE YOU! to mama everynight before i hop on to bed, and msgin my papa good night before i sleep. =P
i want them to stay happy !! =DDD

and oh! i love anna sui makeups more and more.
i want to get the perfume. anyone wants to sponser me! pleaseeee

see see see! gosh !

tis is not anna sui though. but i love tis eye make-up. i want this glitter glitter blink thingy.
but well, i need to have BIG ROUND EYES first.
which is never.
=(((((((

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN A FEW DAYS TIME !!!!
and BYE projects =DDDDD

* have u all seen edison news ?!!?
disgraceful and shocking.
but i still think he's cute. =x

2008-01-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

Bell's palsy =((
doctor has become my best friend now. and i have a date with him on valentine's day!
PIFF !

I was late for school today. totally forgot that today's leson starts at 1.30.
oh well, janice lee make funny comments on me.
HAHHAHA.
she's so far the nicest lecturer! =D
took cab up to school. first time. its raining and my bimbos were already in school.
=x

headed down to pp to find fiona at body shop and bought an amt of $200 ++ items with 50% staff discount!
thanks! =D
euniceeeeeeeee, i have invest on a make-up remover already !
HOHOHO.

going chinatown with my family tmr! =))

and

i cut my hair! AGAIN!
haha.
i know tis style is out of fashion BUT better than my previous one.

comment please !
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random pics. havent been goin out lately so yeap, no pics.
ROAR.

my youngest sis had reward of $250. and she bought me POOH BEAR LUCKY PACK =D

there's even pooh bear tattoo inside.
LOLS

thats her! =OOOO

and the many days that i didnt attend skol, i stayed home EVERDAY.
tada! did my own notes for human resources. but hmm, still nothin goes in, i'm just copyin blindly.

and last last week lecture, uncle chia showed us this vodka which costs US3700 to US1 million.
and its PER BOTTLE. tsk tsk.
ultra ultra EX!
but i want WANT want !

anyways, many many thanks to friends ard me, who show me great great concern! =)
it really motivates me. and encourage me to stay strong! =DD

LOVES ALL ! =DD

2008-01-19T01:52:00.000+08:00

seems that i blog everyday !
i dunno why also ! maybe i am back to my inverse life!
ROARRRRRRRRR!

did some research of stuff. first time. LOLS. dun normally read stuff. i only use com for msn and blog. i know i am outdated. but yea, found out many many things that i dun know.
=))

but i havent sum up, so next time heh.

went out with carolyn that day! to shop shop, see see new year stuff. and we bought the same clothes again! =DD same taste heh. but tis time different colour! hong sheng pangseh last minute. PIFF.
but its okie, i think he will be bored to death if he follows us. LOLS.
den we went to eat ice-cream again. FOREVER eating ICE-CREAM! =Pp

and last week during one of the lecture, haiss, its really ultra bored !
so we cam-whored in class! and i think UNCLE ALLAN CHIA diao me again and again.
=x
we took over hundreds of pics. but a few will do yea! =)

it all begins cos the lesson is bored! and see, the class is half empty.
even my row is like haiss. yccc not here too.
BOREDDDDDDDDDD!

but we took out cameras bcos we saw this.
he teaches : PERCEPTION !
look closely at the pics.
skull = lady looking in mirror
young girl and old lady.
=))))
there's more but we only caught hold of this 2.

den cam-whore started.
as usual, i want to take EMO pic. but failed!

you can ignore this. HOHOHO

thats my husband! adorable isnt it! LOLS.

i want to use my hand to make a border. but well, FAILED =x

BUSINESS.
i love this effecttttttttt.
=DDDDDD

byebye, end of day!

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charlene wrote this.
i feel lighted after reading.
thanks girl ! =DD

huanli!
dont let what happened affect your happy mood.
i admire your courage cause you still stay strong.
after so many things happen to you.
i think you are very very brave =)
your siao-ness is missed =(
STAY HAPPY ALWAYS OK?

2008-01-18T00:43:00.000+08:00

something happen to my face again.
no details here.

at last 3 assignments are down. 3 more to go.
=((

received an email by sam and edwin.
please read.

Funny Complaint Letter of a TP student.
Pls pass it around to other poly studentz or sec sch studentz.

Real funny, THIS IS NOT A SPAM!!!

Dear Principal,

Complain on Temasek Polytechnic School Fee

lim bei ka li kong, you have charge me with unfair school fee. Lim bei bo join any student union wat 4 charge me wif student union fee! KNN... i attachment outside still charge me internet access fee,
ke si ar! Yio siew, u think lim bei rich ar! KNN i work till siao also jus barely make it. Still retain me for 1 sem. u think everyone makin $$ like u all ar. Kaoz... Econ bad leh... still dun gif discount stay for 3 years liao, discount a bit cannot ar. Ge Gao! i go buy food for 2 weeks auntie oso charge less, somemore i study TP 3 years liao still no rebate. still wan me to pay extra $$. KNN, next time u try ppl overcharge u lar.

Wa lao eh, last time tt indian principal let us play dai dee in school, u now come liao then cannot play. wat freakin problem u have!!! u cant win in dai dee also cant stop us from playin wat. All work n no play make us dumb students k! u read so much still dunno ar. wat kinda of a freakin principal r u! u think u big ar! ur size big onli. do nuttin n earn so much! na bei take my school fee go play mahjong issit! kaoz, pay so much but facilities still so bad. canteen no air con, so many birds fly here, fly there. U think funny issit!

swimmin pool so small, somemore no lady life guard. and the dance studio no ppl dancin air con still on, u think air con bill u pay one ar! waste my money on unuse air con! somemore the sports facilities oso lao ya one, basketball bo hong, squash ball buay tiao. na bei, u think funny issit!

I oso wanna tok bout the lab ar, KNN build more lab lar! free access always full. and we use to have a set of equipment each for lab but now 2 person share 1. u sell the rest issit! earn profit still raise school fee! u outside earn so much then still kapok our school fee. Ke si ar! u so good then go SP lar.SP big school and more students, u can exploit them wat. u think TP students hao qi fu ar! Burn ur car then u know. So rich ar, employ a security to 'protect' ur car somemore still got 1 video cam. u think u drive sports car or Limo?! u car onli Nissan Sunny, act machiam like very high class like tt. Ppl drive Benz oso park outside ar.

All Poly got fast food except TP, u go build 1 fast food resturantlar...damn pai seh u noe, ppl always make fun TP no fast food. Carona oso bo yong... u keep so many Kois for wat, u think our school fee for u to buy Kois ar!

i hope that u charge less (better if no need pay school fee).Otherwise undesirable action will be taken against you and your damn car!.

from a very buay song student,
T0uy@ Ak|r@

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yea. as usual. crash jing's class on tuesday morning again.
for managerial accs. =x
and as a artist, she fa hui her talent again!
LOLS.
so every tuesday, i will have tattoos on my hand.
=P

the game starts !

3 hrs of hardwork. HOHO.

that winnie the pooh thingy is suppose to be watch.
but pooh bear head is screwed. =X

i requested to draw sth unique. the planets. lols.
but its only 1/3 completed. HAHA. e blue one is earth! spot 2 humans on top of it.

and in return, she wants sth too. but my drawing really cant make it.
F&N student + left hander = TOTALLT CANT MAKE IT!

bought food in to eat during break!
the amt of carbohydrates here! tsk tsk tsk
GAWRRRRRRRR!

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anyways, was helping out with singtel roadshow that day! and they gave out all these.
whoos. inclusive of a nokia bluetooth ! year 2008 calendar book by nokia too.
umbrella by LG, and other samsung and S.E stuff.

bleahx!

oh and charlene. gave me this pen! =DDDDDDDDDD

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last week also.
went to eat steamboat at bugis area. chuan yi ping if remembered correctly.
its only $17.40 ! compare to the chong qin one opp suntec, chuan yi ping is much more BETTER! although the price is 2 bucks higher but its worth it! excellent service! nicer atmosphere and they serve ICE CREAM and drinks free flow =DDD

the end product !

2008-01-17T00:28:00.000+08:00

stayed back, managed to finished only 2 questions of accs today. freak, ultra difficult. SO, we went down to mustfa to get bangles instead of sitting there cracking our brain to solve the other 2 dumbdumb questions when we dun have the mood to continue. haiss, see, afternoon session is utterly rubbish. after 3 hrs of lecturing, whose mind can function after that.
ROAR.

and

i need to finish my marketing by tonight! =(((

i bought green, purple and blue.
and the blue one can fit all the way to my arm. HAHA. but thats bcos its the biggest size.
lols.

every night i on this create post page, i end up closing this window cos i really have no time to write compos out. phew. =(

schools is freakkin bored. so far so bad. HAHAHA.
3 hrs of lectures seems like nvr ending. always end up bringing back untouch lecture notes home, no notes, no highlighting. NOTHIN. just a plain one!
talk talk talk all the way.
sadded.
i wish i could concentrate more, but i really just cant keep my mouth shut.
LOLS.
perhaps the reason being, i only can see my schoolmates for 3 hrs, we just have a lot to talk abt.
and i havent been laying my ass on the chair and start studyin. two weeks just pass so far. everyday is busy day. =((

i will continue my updates tmr when i finished my marketing and accs.
=DDD

2008-01-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

back to bloggin business.
but i only remembered those with photos. LOLS.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!

new sem.
fresh start.

my mind is full of endless projects again.
wont dwell into projects, i think i am luo sou enough already. LOLS.

new modules.
1. marketing
2. human resource
3. managerial accounting

=xx

well..

crash jing in the morning class today cos i was in malaysia on sat. and whoos. it feels as if we were back in secondary school days again. SHE drew on my hand as usual. and we talk talk talk all the way. ROAR ! her class compared to mine, is real quiet. the students are more attentive.
and more friendly heh. haiss.

her masterpiece. =DD
but she claims its ugly. mad woman!

my right hand !

my creative stoopie jing !

colour pen in action !

wahahahs. take a look at my 10 FINGERS !
i like the middle one. its so cute! =O

including my thumbs !

tis is requested by me. i want sth that look like a tattoo. LOLS.

and my supposed-to-be-enjoyable malaysia trip.
haiss.
thats when i realise singapore is still the best.

love to eat this table of seafood ?

and get a chance to sleep on double-deckle bed in a cosy room ?

perhaps yes.
BUT..

live somewhere near here ?

"chalet-in" in these type of houses ?

and the water level at this high at night ?

the answer is NO NO NO !

so! ROAR. i dun enjoy this mini trip. i thought was langkawi, my kuku mama told me its langkawi! turn out! its some tekong. and the reason for goin there is to EAT SEAFOOD.
and which i fasted for 2 days. cos i dun eat seafood. =(
i live my 2 days with junk food. sadded.
and no shoppin in shoppin centres.
yes. but those wujibalang place. that sells nothin ! =(
supposedly to have 2 hrs of shoppin at JB.
but again turned out to be a disappointment.
SHOPPIN IN "CARRREFOUR"
bought only daily needs, undergarment, lotion. which is out of point.
ROAR !

the boreness we share!

well, but at least i get to gain experience, stayin in those kampong kampong house.
and i got to buy pooh bear stuff =DDDD

HAHA. it camouflage with my chair well!

didnt buy anything for friends though. sorry. there was really nothin to buy! =(

and

i simply have a bunch of wonderful friends.
and they happen to share the same surname - TAN
lols.
they bought me stuff when they went for holiday! and i love it lots !
THANKS ! =DD

TAN zi qi bought me these from HK disneyland.
=DDDD

TAN chai ling bought the heart-shaped pen, peach lip gloss and some candies.
=DDDD

and TAN yean chiang bought my beloved spongebob square pants and hello kitty pouch!
plus a hair clip.
=DDDDD
and i had a great laugh with her when i unfold the panty. LOLS. ultra funny. HAHA. she bought it to match with my spongebob tees.
HAHAHAAHAS.

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mini gatherin at fengxian's house on new year.
whoos. vernon and EJ was there. i totally cant recognised them. LOLS.
but yea, it's a nice one ! =DD
( dont grumble, the photo size is small )

the sexy hunks and macho babes! =DDD

pig to the max.
its suppose to be a candid one.
HOHOHO.

the two best friends that make it possible. whee!

tsk tsk tsk.

2008-01-05T02:00:00.000+08:00

unprepared for updates.
so. horoscrope first.
its erm 90% true for me.
ask from me in msn if u guys want.
HOHO.
=D

LIBRA WOMAN

Libra woman mostly has an egg oval facial shape. She has a nice smooth skin
and a good figure. She will spent so much efforts to keep her skin clean and
pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and make up, but taken care of
her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby. She is good at it and tend to look
younger than her age.
She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman. She
looks nice in either Jean or night gown. She thinks woman is equal to man.
Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will not leave you far
behind. She will try not t o make you feel like you are competed or defeated
in any games she plays with you even she is winning.

She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can not
decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her schedule very
well in all cases.

She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She likes to
dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery scent.

In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and mostly
win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could argue and once
a while give you a smile also. She will make a good politician, because she
can tell which party will win the election.

She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself. She can
not decide what is right and wrong for her, because everything has a good
side and a bad side. Woman in other Zodiac might not care what other people
think, but Libra woman care what other people ,or what you feel as much as
her own feeling.

She can adjust to her environment very well, so at work she will be at the
ladder up. She likes team work in doing things. If you ask her for help or
advice, she will help you except if she does not like your guts. She can
change you and make you think you change by yourself without her influence.

Good side of being with Libra woman are she never interfere with your
privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends. Even she
cares about how much money she has left his her bank account, she will never
forget to let you know how much she cares for you.

She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it well. But
if you expect a Libra woman to fear you, then you are wrong. She is a strong
woman even she looks at you with that sweet innocent pairs of baby's looks
and may loose you (let you win) in a few poker games.

If she is the one you are after, then go! step by step. The best way is using
her friends introducing you to her. Do not make her feel or treat her like a
bubble head. You have to move forward toward her with confident and secure.
Show her that you are a kind , polite and a real gentleman. Be a slow hand
or else you might get smack!

2007-12-31T22:40:00.000+08:00

GOOD BYE 2007 !

It's New year's eve.
last day of 365 1/4 days that had added variety to our life.
the happy and sad.
the good and bad.
the ups and down.
few more hours to 2008 ! enjoy the last hours of 2007 =)
The last night of this happening year.
LET'S COUNT DOWN TGT!
FIVE
FOUR
THREE
TWO
ONE
!!!!!!

stayed home tonight for the countdown! my father gona pay me to reward me for stayin at home. LOLS. i wanted to find majong kakis at my house tonight, but cant! ROAR! not enough "ka". haha.
and tmr is photo day again! =(( every 1st january, we will take family photo. i look fat and fugly!

anyways, wanted to do a sum up of my whole year. but phew. i think there's too much to even list out the significant ones. =x

oh well. nvr mind.

2007 has been a short year yet happening.
but i still want a thrashin year 2008 ahead ! =DD
new year. new beginning.

i wanna thank.

FAMILY, my parent who shower their love and care on me. my father who taught me moral stuff, givin me advice in my life, workin hard to pay my school fees. my mother who is always physically there to cater to our needs. i am glad that we stay strong as a family despite the difficulties we met. and the strong communication within us, where i can simply just share anything, and talk openly. i love you all more than anything. and my two ahem sisters whom i quarrel most of the time with. haha. i still wanna thank them for makin my 2007 an enjoyable one! =DD

EUNICE the bitch of the bitchest. haha. my consellor. my encourager. who never fail to listen to my wateva love problems. my nonsense stuff. my grumblin of this and that. complaint of things that get in my way. my pissed-off ness. my emo-ness. the aunty who is willing to tag along whenever i need help in proper shopping. my financial planner, asking me to save save and save. and i can just be my own self. no make-ups, no bra too. lols. and super-on aunty. more trips coming up, thailand! i am glad that our friendship grew stronger tis year! SHE is a impt role in my life. bitch, thanks! and i will love you moreeeeeeeeeeee. =DD

JING, my beloved lesbian partner. her companion from secondary days until now. roar everything on her when i am pissed off. haha. her never-ending jokes. ignoring the people ard us when we are mad. lols. the funny things that we do tgt. the ever LOUD talkings that we do in public. i love her craziness. tgt, we can make the whole school as if its ours. lols. and our bickering! haha. although her low yu song is more impt than me. but roarr. i know she still love me! =DD and i love her too! =)

BBFs too. although we didnt hang up so often bcos of our school but still we remain as close buddies. the moments that we share in school. being through the ups and downs of friendship, we still remain strong. and i hope our friendship will grow stronger in the year 2008 ! love you all =D

SISTERS, who brigten up my days by their jokes, lame stuff, talking and foolin ard. enjoy every gatherings and outings. addin colours to my life. whoos. the cheena that make us bond so much together. LOLS. the times when we will talk abt chinese idols, the little little gossip of this and that. despite the different timing we had, we still find time for each other. and i am glad to have them in my life.

KOR, who taugh me bad. oops. erm. how to live life happier. LOLS. i learn soo many things from you. and haha, i am glad. if not my life will be dull dull dull. HAHAHA. thanks for lending a ear when i need enquires. and helpin me whenever i need. to get stuff, to get a job although i didnt qualifed =( but thanks. i feel i owe you alot, i will pay back you! haha. look for me when u need! =) find ur girl soon!

BIMBOS, the ones who make me look forward to go to school, the every little things we did in class, goin hay-wire all the time. helping each other in need. calling each and everyone of us everyday to wake up in the morning to make sure we are awake for skol. the thousands of missed call we will have in the early morning. but its great! and to longbang each other to skol everyday to save us from walkin up the OMG distance. the sharin of notes, the funny stuff we did in class, the exams fever stuff! roar. i am glad to know tis bunch of bimbos but ya. nice friends! love them all =D

W458,W115. simply cos they have been a awesome peeps. i may not attend cg meetings and service regularly but they are still as nice. its really wonderful to know them tis year! =D
we may be in different places, but still remain as one heart! i love you peeps, sisters and brothers =DD

SKY people. the series of time we spent tgt. the many many birthday celebrations we had for each other, the clubbing, the kbox. truely enjoyed the times with u guys. hangin out in one big grp. havin the need to count to make sure others are catchin up too. LOLS. grateful to have you all and lets make year 2008 a wonderful one again! =)

and many more whom i didnt mention carolyn, fiona, hongsheng, dennis, etc etc. thanks for makin a part in my life. lets usher 2008 with better hopes for the future =DD

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sisters came to my house today. cos we wanted to make a card for our jingwen da jie for her birthday! =))
and rush home in the evenin to catch our taipei 2008 countdown concert! lols.

started out nicely, all writing the cards.

sitting nicely too!

den backside itchy. wanted to take pics.

more and more..

abit high! lols.

and objection from andeline who is still writing the card. LOLS.

steady heh. HOHO

and den, we took tgt. and cover the windows. on-in the orange lights, makin it romantic.
HAHAHAHA

its nvr enough.

=P

a pose !?!?!?!

look at ailin. LOLS.

treatin it as candle !?!?

our hands are always shaky! roar.

and guess whose this?!?!?
lols.

our jie zhou. hoho

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went townin that day and they still put christmas tree.
hmm..
so we took a pic with it. hoho.

anyways, national treasure is nice! but more scence of findin more clues would be better.
=D

phew.

school' starting on wed. and the sad thing is that. its still afternoon session. pissed off.
but its strange. class A and C are morning session. only my B class is afternoon. haiss.
i want morning sessionnnnnnnnnnnn.
i rather wake up early den have lesson from 2 to 5.
i cant shop with my mama =(
roar .

and guess wad.
my sisters just got back her pay! she gave me $25! wheeeeee!
i'm touched!

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

2007-12-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

Christmas is over !

my christmas pressie!
thanks all !
=DD

counting down to a brand new year now. whoos!

wahahs. i got my 2008 planner book.
i seriously cant live without planning.
LOLS.

and i got many craps to updates! phew.
random stuff first!

i gona catch this movie on sat. hopefully it will be niceeeeee!

i am goin to langkawi or how you spell it on 5th jan! i totally have no idea where is that place. LOLs. and i still ask my mum what airline we taking. haha, i am real dumb.
so i went online to check. AND, tada, its somewhere in malaysia, a resort thingy. i hope its fun there.

langkawi ?!?!

and i kope this from may's blog. gosh man! with these few north south east west line, its gona be more accessible. yea! =DD
but but but. poor thing for taxi drivers again
poor papa.
so..
its time for me to work my ass off again!
work work work!

small roadshow at singapore press holdings for these 3 days. oh man! the ppl there are damanding!
roar!

pictures pictures.

hoho

singapore press holdings, cant see clearly though.

it looks like this.

and they have different promo list for different area.

and i caught this ST701. i didnt know its in the SPH building ?!?!
haha.

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christmas service !
candle - light session
omg. its damn nice.
i wont forget that scene.
wheeeeeeeeeeeee.

it lights up the whole place.
=DDDDDDDDDD

i realised tis post is un-wordy. LOLS. my words are all half sentence. short sentences. haha. its good. i wont be so lou sou. i arnt auntie. hoho. but pictures more than words dun seem good also. lols. gosh. mind breakdown.

wateva. !!!

and recently, i am pissed with someone.
i nvr start or wont even dare to quarrel with people.
but nahs. i got pissed off after that person rant. and i just ~@$!%#~#~!
its not the first time tis thing happen between me and him/her.
moreover, i remember i swear not to talk / trust that person 2 yrs back bcos of his/her actions and words.
but i still forgive and forget everything.
but recently, he/she really pisses me off badly again!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

haiss.

its okie.

last week updates.

thursday
celebrated jon's birthday at downtown east!

happiee birthday !!!!!!
we all had fun in the chalet! =D

dennis book out on wed and met up with him. he finally pass me my motor bag and its free! BENDAN! SAY THANKS TO HIM! but meetin him is wow. LATE LATE LATE ! so we didnt catch up. but he's nice to come all the wat to downtown east. by my demand. LOLS. and gosh, i dun like his botak head. doesnt suit him.

i sell balloons. LOLS

friday

fly down to sengkang, compass point and shop shop, eat eat with carolyn and red colour.
carol is still as bubbly and red colour is still as gay. lols. alright, maybe abit of gentleman, he offers to carry my baggy. hoho.

burger king! took 3 party hats. to serve as bin. lols.

tomato and chilli packets
tissues
fries and burger wrappers.

HAHAHAHA !

=DDDDDDDDD

mickey mouse!

he smokes! and i requested to hold one cigarette.
to take pics only.
I DUN SMOKE !

my lovelies!

and we settled at mac to eat AGAIN !

head down back to katong and meet sisters for zi cha!
highly recommended by CHEN ZI HUI lao da!
LOLS.
but yea. we matured already. no longer fast food. its ZI CHA now.
haha.

our dishes !

jingwen suggested to go drinking, and we went! first time pubbing with sisters. pollute them. =x BUT zi hui teach us bad too by teachin us how to play that dice thingy. LOLS. and i am forever losing. or should i say rachel always chai chuan me! ROAR ! and i end up drinkin alot. puke puke puke.

vodka for 148. tsk tsk.

=DD

the yellow and black. LOLS.

we had fries to eat! and chicken wing too !

zi hui lao da game !

and they had wavy mirrors. i like that kind of mirror !

saturday

town.
pp.
home sleep.
bendan house!

monday

christmas eve!
yay! steamboat steamobat with BFFs. and exhange of christmas gift =DDD
i guess we enjoyed outself that night.
plus countdown at esplanade bus stop. LOLS.

steamboat! i eat ALOT. as in A LOT !

took tis pic with jing. haha. we remembered we did tis before in our sec skol. haha.
we are still the same. LOLS.

feefeeqah missing =(

haha. jing had to leave so we exchange our gifts there.
haha.

head down to esplanade to chill. no town!

sure to be packed !
so we chose to go there. not many ppl there ya.
eunice finds its weird when guys celebrate with guys for christmas?!?! lols. i dun see the weirdness. HAHAHA.

the arts at esplanade walk.

muchahs. we are in love!
lols.

=P

creative !!

proceed to haagen dazs to wait for feefeeqah! and whoos. the prices increased TREMONDOUSLY. !
and the servin is small!
roarrrrrrr.
is =xx for ppl like me who are broke.
but the ice cream is mucks.

banana split !

we brought santa hat but no ones wants to wear it!
piff.
look at that woman face beside me. LOLs.
she doesnt like to put twist. HAHHA.

feefeeqah came. but jing left earlier already. haiss. =(

last photo of the day !

tuesday !
its christmas! ! !
went service.
and down to airport with cg peeps.
den to pp for dinner. had steak instead of turkey for christmas. lols.

2007-12-19T22:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPIEEE BIRTHDAY JOVIN AND CHERYL!
omg. finally you guys are EIGHTEEN !!
we are all legal now!
YAY!!!

one just flew to korea.
the other one partyin at ZOUK ZOUK ZOUK.
but i can't go.
roarrr !!!!!

bleahx. i only have pics we took tgt.
hurry come back to singapore and we can go for night dating again! =DD
the last outiing was like so many months back! PIFF
.
.
.

and crazy cheryl. who never fail to enlighten our days !!
=D

HAPPY SWEET SWEET EIGHTEEN BIRTHDAY !

2007-12-17T16:49:00.000+08:00

a lot has been goin through my mind recently.

the fact that i have a number of plannings and decisions to make for the coming year.
vexed to the max.
=x

on another note. i feel like steppin into gym for dance again.
i was passin by somewhere in town and caught a dance performance, song was by kelly clarkson i guess. whoos. its faboulous! they really grace the stage. gosh, i hadnt felt a dance in so long.
i wanna learn dance again !!
i wanna dance again !!
the big big mirror, the spacious floor.
i sort of miss the secondary days with andeline all for dance practices.
the seriousness when we dance.
the non-stop rehearsal for EMDD.
haiss.

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

anyways..

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !!!!
in 8 days time! =DD
get some christmas spirit in the air!
I LOVE CHRISTMAS !!

wrote out a to do list today! HAHA. cos i decided to stay home today to do those essential stuff for christmas, schedule my outings, planings for next month, stuff to get, things to be completed! busy bee this coming week onwards cos of christmas and maybe job again. all not in place.
=x

how messy my sechude book is. LOLS.
and u see the yellow sticky pad. i still have so many list yet to accomplished!
roarrrr.
its okie. a new year is comin :))

and i cant find the christmas tree. wads a christmas without a christmas tree it either my mum threw it away accidentally or its somewhere in the house collectig dust!
BUT I JUST CANT FIND!
=x

i bought undergarments ... G strings for my BBFs.
HEY! its off but its unique though. HAHAHA.
and i still left two goin-to-be-ultra-wordy cards not written yet.
love them beyond words.
but still i have many many things to say.
i should write out in point form first, if not i will bound to forget this, that.
LOLS.
christmas cum thanksgiving card.
HOHO

and ytd was godma birthday!
went popo house and celebrate.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!
( i called her mummy too! )
i felt bad cos all expenses was paid by my mother.
and i didnt even make it that happenin for her birthday.
but i am real broke. i bring coins out! LOLS.
but ya, my mum insisted to order this and that to celebrate her birthday since she's not married and i am her only gan niu er.
how nice my mama is! =DD

=)

and ann came back from turkey and gave me a few bar of choclates. i didn eat and chuck it in my fridge, until my sis secretly ate one and tell me its ulra nice. tasted like ferrero rocher chocolate. i am serious. and so again within a few days, all gone and i am left with one bar. nahs, its okie, i didnt want to eat all too. FAT FAT FAT!

and tada! guess wad!?!?!? i comb my hair too hard. and one strand drop off AGAIN!
the second one! PIFFF.
and my real hair came out tgt too!
chicken neh neh to the max!

2007-12-13T22:37:00.000+08:00

i wanna watch this movie!
but its R21 !!!!
PIFFFF

2007-12-13T00:54:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEE !!!
my fourth christmas pressie!
i cleared my sem 2 modules! =DDDDDDDDD
bye bye accounts! till we meet again. LOLS.

and take a look at this. HUNGRY PIGS! hoho. my father likes to buy back supper after work. and whoos. first time i see my 2 sisters actually wake up and eat. at 4am ?!?! and my father only bought one packet. within a second. FINISHED! and our lights for no reason spoilt that day! we ate in darkness. =X

haiss. they look as if nvr eat for 54808121530 years. LOLS.

and went hoppin ard with jing on tuesday!
from bugis to city hall. to suntec.
and its raining super heavily that day! PIFF!
but i love rainy days! =P
i didnt really buy stuff. except chocolate to stuff my mouth. HOHO.
settled at mac for dinner.
we are budget kids. LOLS.

our spendings !

and this is really nice. the BLINKS BLINKS. haha.
should have taken a video instead! =X

I LOVE RAINY DAYS
=DDD

2007-12-09T01:19:00.000+08:00

" WELCOME TO THE NO CONVERSATION AND GO OFFLINE CLUB! "
" you're suchan ass holee "
quote of the day by huangxunyun.
haha
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.
.

ever since i left body shop during may or june, cant remember! i heard many things happen. ALL NEGATIVE! from sacking of good staff, to hiring nonsense staff, stealing of money and lousy supervisor. haiss. body shop isnt a good choice for working and their products are NOT against animal testing afterall. and they claim that the products can be used for 3 years, BUT BUT BUT by the time they display it on the shelf, its already past 2 years. which means the product can only be last for 1 year!
PIFF
i still wanna find chance and work at anna sui!
=XX

friday

its eric's 18 birthday finally!
and cheekeong. but he did not come! =X
went taka and celebrated. we are indeed the birthday gang that meet up only during the birthdays. but hey, thats bcos we are schooling! =)
hardworking peeps. LOLS.
settled outside taka and chill.

sam made tis for us for xmas! =DD
super sweet!
SAM! WE LOVE YOU !! =D

and a xmas card from shawn!! =DD

walked to cine, wanting to catch a movie. but the timing is not right =((
so walked down to grand cathy, timing not right too. too late for some of them =x
and so went ben and jerry to chill and decide where to go.
3 options.
in the end. we chose zouk. moreover i didnt go zouk before.
so bus down with aron, eugene, eric, justin, shawn and vincent.
and zouk is so NICE! i mean the design. and the dance area is spacious
but
but
but
no MTV music and its senior club. as in most of them are workin adults. and majority are malay and indians =xx
but alright la, i like zouk. its seems that tap dance is common there. hoho
and i have been sitting and chillin at club half the time. i like to watch expert dancers dance. LOLS.
THEY DANCE REAL NICE !

Saturday

met up with fiona for lunch at pp. and we chat alot. abt bodyshop, abt our life, our friends. its a nice session although its only 1 hr plus. and it leads me to great thought abt everything.
i shall mindmap my own in my diary when i have the time. LOLS.

after which, went to pp pool place quickly to pass cue to shaun. and i didnt dare to enter.
the boss is =XXXX
i dun want to step into pp pool place anymore!!!
roar.

late evening, went vivo with eunice to hunt for christmas pressie. as usual, i always buy the most things. but its relevant! =DDD
couldnt shop finish for our stuff.
and so next sat continue. LOLS.
to bugis =)

and i caught tis nicesy christmas tree at vivo!
wohoos.

and taka!

i have been goin down to taka quite a number of times tis month. and i just went to LV shop recently with my mama. she loves LV bag too, like MISS TAN YC AND TAN ZI QI!
i will buy her one if i can afford. =) its $1020 for a small one. =xxx
i prefer guess. HAHAHA

2007-12-06T00:21:00.001+08:00

jing did it =DDD
I LOVE GRACE CHAN WEI JING !!

2007-12-03T00:34:00.000+08:00

watched enchanted on sat.
i would rate 4 popcorns out of 5.
and the ending is whoos, the prince is not with the princess afterall. but at least both parties live happily ever after. yea.
happily ever after - the most impt element!

we took neoprint. after 213125121 million years.
and i only manage to scan 2. sth's wrong with my scanner and printer.
the power cant be on now for who-knows-why. PIFF.

we did our own "neoprint shots" but turn out blur.
LOUSY PHONE !!! PIFF

abit better.

the nearer the better. LOLS.

continue to shop ard bugis till 5 plus. and i bought a red belt.
i am loving red.
hoho.
even zi hui bought a red denim shorts.
lols.
.
.
.
after which, bus down to chinatown. and yea. its so near bugis.
i thought its like further further down. =X
and i reach like 45 minutes EARLIER.
and so bird ask me to emo there first. which i did.
LOLS.
walk one street or lane of chinatown and i can feel the new year spirit.
the chongsum are out. the new year cloths all that is there.
or maybe chinatown its like that throughout the whole year.
hmm. i dun know! =x
but i wanted to go chinatown for one motive -- TO EAT!
instead of goin town.
but in the end, we still walked to marina sqaure.

and and and.
we zhou da na li, chi da na li !
stoopie bird. always craving for food.

went chinatown eat porridge
mrt down to city hall. ate yong tau foo
den we bought a big plate of fruits and sit till they off the lights.
walk to the bus stop, ready to go home. and that bird wants to eat carrrot cake!
so went to the place beside DXO and eat.
den grab some drinks and walk back to the bus stop.

PIG PIG PIG TO THE EXTENT. ROAR
lols.
end of the day. i am left with a pathetic 5 CENTS ! =X

its just us!

singapore chinatown HK steven market

oh. and i find chinatown looks like HK steven market! those tourist and chinese place.
except that maybe singapore one is more with lights and stuff.

and anyway, chinatown food stall charges gst too! =x
they charge 7% for porridge too!
its retard!
=((((

i want to learn from euncie to start writing a diary. to pin my daily thoughts out so that my brain wont be full-loaded. it feels better when u write down. =\\ i want to own one! =D
i did have the habit of writing a diary till when my sis read it and READ OUT LOUD to my father. =x thats the time when i stop. but now, nah nah. i wont let my sis itchy finger grab hold of it. hoho.

whoooos.

lookin back at the HK pics. whee. its so memorable. such an enjoyment trip tis year. i miss HK. of cos the companion of peeps. i feel like goin back there again. its totally different when we are there. plus the fact that its friends holiday. without parent! =D whoos. the places we went, the fun stuff, the food etc. wow! i hope the bangkok one will turn out fun too next year. =DD

I LOVE TRAVELLING !!!!!

2007-12-01T00:46:00.000+08:00

IKEA !

went ikea on thursday with mummy cos my two sis is away and mummy is mine! haha. so we went ikea cos i didnt go before. i wanted to mae a trip there to see mirror. i wanted to get this big big mirror to stick it on my wall so that it look like those dancing gym. lols but in the end, i bought 8 small squarish ones. =DD

mummy!

there is a few showroom and their placin and decoration is real nice! =D
i dun have money! SAD!!!!

and they use tis "trolley" to put our plates and push it to our seats =D

i bought tis table cloth. which is the nicest there. =x

floor mat. but i am still short of one roll.

red chair to replace my blue office chair cos mama wants it to match with the table cloth colour.
its nice but i still prefer my office chair =(

tis lightning. i love it !! =DD

and 8 pieces of mirror. hoho

and i went home wanting to rest. but mama insisted to help me to decorate my room and so i evacuate my room and slowly let her do. lols.
and she keeps praising herself that she had done a good job.
wahahahas!

a small little corner for pinic. haha.

and my mirror!!!!!
it brightens up the room alot =D

2007-11-29T01:27:00.000+08:00

i have nothin to update for the past few days.
cos its exam period.
=((
but its OVER!
=DD
.
.
.
i LOVE my forever retard JING!
who scolds me for everything. nah. i think its the opp.
lols.
but we wont anymore.
we wanna be lovely-dovely couple
=DDDDDD
now and forever lesbian partner
HAHA
( oh! i heard 715 got married to some guy, director of 881 in malaysia! that's sad! )

we are suppose to study in the library but she cam-whore ! PIFF

i am busy muggin! but nothin goes in either! haha

she spends time drawin this! nice heh! =DDD
i like tis drawin of hers.

and she continues on my scribbled paper.

=DD

she really seeems to be bored !!! =XX

and tis is so funny. she purposely drew it to match with the words there.

and and and, there is one more pic of her funny drawin -- cant be shown ! haha. lols
cos its hmm. HAHA

second day. went outside to study instead cos we need to recite when we study. LOLS.
but it seems like we didnt.

it looks like banners. haha

the same old toilet that we always go before exam starts.

?!?!?!?!?!
LOLS.

=P

we are suppose to show a stress face but somehow i cant make it. LOLS.

10 minutes before acounts paper
and talkin abt accounts. its ultra difficult! i started with an empty minded on accounts but somehow or rather i manage to handle it quite well. and i was rather confident for the paper.
but now haiss. one word : DEAD!
.
.
.
and for the past few days before exams, i manage to sneak in to mpcc study club with my sister membership card. hoho. its really a more condusive place to study =D
better than library, and much more better than at home. yea

I WAAANA GO MUSTAFA !!!!!!!!
i want to buy the ling ling lang lang bangle which costs only $3!
=DDD

2007-11-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

EXAMS FEVER!

haha, after exam i gona be like that too.
LOLS.

after exams, its gona be another busy month too.

CHRISTMAS IS COMIN.
HOHOHOHOHO
=DDDD

and i had retarded chats with bryan
hoho.
exams is driving us insane always

♥ H U A N L I ™ - bryan
♥ H U A N L I ™ -i want a pressie for christmas!
♥ H U A N L I ™ -=DD
♥ H U A N L I ™ -thanks in advance!
♥ H U A N L I ™ -yea, i LOVE bryan

Bry huh?
Bry well
Bry since i love you too
Bry i want you for xmas
Bry =))
Bry how bout that?
Bry you get my love for xmas?
Bry i think i am sweet
Bry cuz i love you more than you love me

♥ H U A N L I ™ -no
♥ H U A N L I ™ -WRONG!
♥ H U A N L I ™ -its the other way round
♥ H U A N L I ™ -dun doubt my love for you
♥ H U A N L I ™ -its far more than you think
♥ H U A N L I ™ -hoho

Bry huh?
Bry so
Bry when can we get married?

♥ H U A N L I ™ -at this minute! how abt that?
♥ H U A N L I ™ -priest: mr bryan, will you take huanli as ur wedded wife, protect and love her all ur life..
♥ H U A N L I ™ -bryan: yes i do
♥ H U A N L I ™ -huanli: yes i do
♥ H U A N L I ™ -yeses!
♥ H U A N L I ™ -we are married
♥ H U A N L I ™ -=DDDDD

Bry huh?!?!?!
Bry i didnt even get a chance to answer...
Bry hahahaha

♥ H U A N L I ™ -haha. i help you answer
♥ H U A N L I ™ -i act 3 roles
♥ H U A N L I ™ -and i know ur answer will be yes too
♥ H U A N L I ™ -hoho
♥ H U A N L I ™ -okok
♥ H U A N L I ™ -enough of retarded chattiin
♥ H U A N L I ™ -GO STUDY LA BITCH

Bry haahahah
Bry yes maam :)
Bry il strive hard for our future

♥ H U A N L I ™ -LOLS

2007-11-20T01:27:00.000+08:00

tonight,
i am glad that we both have matured.

we were cuter back den.
lols.

a brand new start of our friendship.
and let the good times roll.
i treasure tis friendship with you, jing
=DDD

2007-11-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

my dearest friend,
i will always remember you as a strong-determined girl,
fightin against ur illness,
your never give up spirit.
and i remembered the times when u taught me how to do mango pudding,
help me slice the mango durin f&n practical,
goin all out to help our classmate.
your smiley face durin the prata day, happily givin out small cup cornflakes.
i will always remember a good friend like you.
may you rest in peace.

2007-11-15T23:46:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS FREAKING IRRITATING!
MY WHOLE PAGE OF POST GONE!
!@!#!@%!@$~!#@~#!@%!#%!$@!@!

PIFF

:X

ignore that. lets start all over again!

i know how to spot people who appear offline in msn. hohohohoho! BEWARE! LOLS.

THE GAME PLAN! its worth watchin! =DDD
NEVER SAY NO! haha.

PROJECTS ARE ALL COMPLETED FINALLY! =DDDDD
no more struggling of projects. no more stayin back in skool till the lights are off. no more stressing!! but exams is in 2 weeks time! *jaw drop* :X

pon school last wednesday to chill. lols. nah. its presentation day and no use goin to school. so went cine to pass things to kim den head to bugis to shop with the rest, den to PP.
and parkway really change alot! whoos.
pon school on sat too. cant remember why. i have my reasons for pon-in school =)
and i realise i have been pon-in comm lectures on every wed and sat !!
but haiss. i can study that my own. =)

and that day as usual waitin for cab after school, came apon this one and only PINK LONDON CAB in town!
the cab that fetches superstar! =D
OMG PINK PINK PINK!
but the bookin fee cost
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.
.
.
15 BUCKS! :X
only booking fee heh. not counting the distance fare!
i missed the chance of takin the pink cab cos i cross the bridge with stoopie jing that day.
bad luck to the max!
STOOPIE JING ! all ur fault.
LOLS.

i crave for this pink london cab!

you see, its girly inside too! LOLS.

haha.
maybe my father would want it during new year so that he doesnt need to drive. and have the chance to take a nap when we run from one end of singapore to the other and den back again!
:X

bowling on thursday with cg peeps. diamond team! =DDDD
went tm for some catch up with sisters after that. and WL. one primary school kid shoot straight at me when i attempt to climb up the slide. super no upbringing. i want to take pics by the circle circle thing also kena shoot by him -- the second time. pek chek to the max. den nvr mind. he climbed to some dunno wad playin seat and roll his eyes and diao me. WL !! damn pissed off. ROAR~!!!!!
its okie. at least we still manage to click our camera at the playground there. LOLS.

=DDD

ever since primary school till now.
awaitin more =)

=)

we stay the same area! hoho.
i should have gone nearer!
LOLS

=DDD

SUKAE SUSHI!

was a last minute thingy. we went to oub centre. not UOB. haha. LOLS. service not bad! =DD

i thought i can eat more than 10 plates but i only kope 9 plates! =(( and elle still wants to go for that sukae sushi competition when she only eat erm 3/4 of mine! =P

ANIS'S 21ST BIRTHDAY!

whoos. last week. celebrated for her and have our own party at ulu ulu level 1 before lecture starts! =DD

i am waitin for my turn to come!

the amount of food we ordered! =x

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ANIS!!

our tsunami!

the two GU LIANGS behind! tsk tsk

and our ~~shy shy~~. wrong. emo harrison refuse to be in the pic! piff!

?!?!?!?!

finally a group pic together =D

yc's idea. and no idea wad tsunami is tryin to do / pose?!?! haha

our kiss to you, ANIS! =DDDD

continuing
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HUANHUANAI, CHIA, CHOU BENDAN OUTING!

haiss. they make me get lost in bugis street! =((

BIG BULLY!

` ROAR!!!!

haha. LOLS. rou quan quan at bugis street countless time =X den meet up "guan ni she me pi shi gang" LOLS. settle down at BK and bendan use my phone to cam-whore. if one day my phone spoil. bendan! you fu zhe! =))

v
v
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v
v
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bendan refuse to let me in the pic! =XXX

i squeeze my way through. LOLS

i am faithful to my poohbear =DD

girl's big business =))

yea. no BENDAN!

but i still love BENDAN okie!
BIG pimple! arrgh :X

wayangin in BK. LOLS.

chia refuse to smile. haiss. =(

i look so out!
` ROAR

diva bangle works big time =)

stats stats stats today again!

head down to bugis today again to get something. wanted to take neoprint but elle and me are BROKE! =(( and before that. some bad happenin when we're waitin for cab which makes yc pissed off so badly! :X
shouldnt elaborate!
haiss =(

2007-11-01T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY belated HALLOWEEN!!!

i am having BAD FLU! BAD HEADACHE!

pouts.

few more days to end of project for this sem!
project's a killer!! seriously!
with like 2 weeks time for us to complete everything!
and we can't start on it when the lecturer has not gone through those lecture!
:X
and from last week till today. we are stayin back everyday after skol practically to complete our tasks. its EVERYDAY! =( only to reach home at 9 plus EVERYDAY. =(
phew! :X
4 down and 2 more to go =(

its that dark when we leave our pathetic skol =(

and to the point that only a few soul is left in skol, we can enter the guy toilet! HOHO.

and many times, we talk, we crap. all the distractions ard us always draw us out of the project. and ended up stayin back late late! :X but its alright, at least we are able to submit a satisfied report each time. =DDD

stayed back to do our presentation powerpoint ytd. and ended up stackin up cards!
and cant finish our speech! :X

we're good at makin ourself in doin rubbish stuff =D
its actually me and yc who started on it. =P

we start from scratch..

and still on it..

mine falls off halfway and she was happy with it! PIFF!

i finally won by one level! =P

3rd level..

and i was short of one card! :XX

one slam on the table. everything's gone!!

and a new diagram up! HAHA

accounts CA2 grp project for today! half way done only! :X
and alan bought munchy donut for us.
to pei zhui in case we whack him for being LATE !!!
HAHAHA

and i caught SUPERBAD that day after a long day in school at the cathay.
and for the first time, the cinema is like stuffy! :XX

Jonah Hill is super funny! foul-mouthed. every word that comes out from his mouth carries those f word! the way he speak is ultra funny. HAHA! talkin crap all the time. and super obsessed with the opposite sex. his childhood hobbies is some UNUSUAL ones. hoho. =P
*and yc was tryin to "follow" in class today since she watched that show before"
HAHA!

went lau pau sa to eat. and i didnt know the middle area was for line-dancing. i guess its open to public. cos i saw one aunty draggin her friend to join in. HAHA. and they dance well okie! =)

2007-10-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

smile !!

we are too stress and tired to do that!
=XXX
PROJECTS AND ASSIGNMENTS ARE NEVER ENDING!
BUT THE DUE DATES ARE ENDING SOON!
HAISS!
SIM students are bound to suffer for 15mths.
i guess people will lose weight this sem!
HAHA.
but i GAINED! bcos of all those junk food! =XXX
bars after bars of chocolate and tibits.
i am talkin abt those BIG packets !!

the purpose of me on-in the com is to go through the lecture slides given but my com is freakin slow! =x everything hang! and even now as i am typin, i dun know why it has to stop for a few minutes. pissing me off! so i spent most of the time there starin at the screen!

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and its 12.38am now!
my com took 45 minutes to blog this small little post !!
see the "POWER" of my com!
:x

my mind is -- BLANK!

2007-10-21T02:27:00.000+08:00

HAHA.
mood: overjoyed
lols. by all the funny funny replies i got. HAHAHAHAHA.
minus-in away the emo part, which is whining some matter to my son of the bitch now, i am still left with higher percentage of happiness. LOLS.
revenue - expenses = net profit.
the overall winner is still the profit. LOLS
haha. thats the consequences of too much of acccouting! HAHA.

another week just passed. PHEW!
and more torturin of projects ahead of us!
after that, EXAM!
:X

yeses!
i didnt go to skol today! save me from all the projects and assignments which can drown me anytime soon. =X
but of cos i have my reason for chaoin skol. i have to meet up with xunyun and alvin. cos thats the only day where he is free to teach us! clear explanation but i still dun really get it. i need to read again myself to absorb! and i cant solve O level maths questions! PIFF!=(((

den head down to expo for service.

after which, to downtown east! and omgash. the food is like NICE! carol's mum re-bbq for me when i reached. and i ended up eatin like almost all since everyone is full. HAHAHA.
i had a really good chat with her. since we havent met up for like 2 months.
and since i was legal to buy beer. they bribe me for help. haha. super funny! and not only goin through my stage, tgt with carol and her mum stage. HAHA.
so i helped them to buy 4 bottles of beer!
DRINKIN IS NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH PEOPLE! =x
left after buyin for them cos i was dead tired and sticky! :XX
and carol was cryin a little =((
"although i nvr ton there, but my soul is with you. "
LOLS.
got on the bus and headed home. bird was nice enough to accompany me on the phone through the whole journey. =DDD

the liquid in their stomach! :XX

i love the one in white t-shirt! =)

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I AM STILL A VIRGIN!

hello, i am not those suai suai bian bian girl. i am not those slut who goes ard flirting. i dont. just bcos i talked to guys or hang out with guys, doesnt mean i am flirt or wadsoeva. i treat them as normal friend, just like how i treat my girl friends. its the same. i am not those who will take one and throw one. and i prefer hangin out with girls than guys. i spend 3/4 of the time with my girl friends. in fact. i am not embarrassed to say that the amount of ex-s i have is far less than the fingers i can count. cos i go for long and serious r/s. i wont anyoldhow get into r/s unless i see the chemistry and feelings in each other.

maybe the impression i gave makes u think like that.
but i am seriously not those loose woman as u think.
extension of hair, colourin of nails, wearing dangling accessories does not make me what i am not. maybe it look ah lian, but i am definitely not those typical ah lian!
i dun smoke, i dun go ard playin with guys.
and i am proud to say, i am those study freak who wont leave my books untouched when it comes to studies.
=)
so yea!

2007-10-17T00:54:00.000+08:00

boo!!

CHEAT MONEY AGAIN!
yes, of cos must pay wat we studied.
but we already paid in our first installment which includes Sem 1 and 2 lecture fees.
and now, withdraw from sem 2 must pay again! for their 3 weeks of crappin!

______ hUaN Li ♥ - If it's meant to be, love will find a way says:
SIM approve you alrady?
*** says:
yup
*** says:
im officially out of your class
*** says:
hahah
*** says:
but i didnt know must pay for the lectures i've been attending in semester 2
*** says:
like what the hell
______ hUaN Li ♥ - If it's meant to be, love will find a way says:
huh! is it. wl. SIM super cheat money
______ hUaN Li ♥ - If it's meant to be, love will find a way says:
pay how much?
*** says:
yeah la. i swear SIM is out to make money from us students only. im not sure how much. they will inform me.

=((

anyways, haha. that kuku yc was tryin to imitate photos taken that day. those funny funny pose one.
and haha. cheryl couldnt stop laughin when she sees this :

( she's gona kill me if she sees this here. haha)

and this one compared to
this --->

haha. alike? LOLS

kiko gave me this ytd =)

nice heh! for hp. i thought was some bangle thingy. =X
haha.
but i like it alot=DD

and i finally understand some of the accounting stuff.
not 100% sure but still there is improvement!
haha.
after like 056454534 days!
=X

2007-10-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

ACCOUNTING IS SERIOUSLY TESTIN MY PATIENCE!
i work on it for the past 2 days includin today continously, as in really the whole day cos night time was also on computer program accountin and nothin good seems to come out of it. i gona blow up!
ACCOUNTING REALLY THAT DIFFICULT TO UNDERSTAND?!?!
i just cant get the facts in la.
tmr is another accounting day again! =X
omgash!
accounts gona appear in my lala dream tonight AGAIN!
and
i have been neglecting my other two subjects. =X

seriously, i really dun feel like partyin or goin for outings durin this 2 short months. unless its some impt outings. or when i really do need to relieve stress.
and i realise i really get home after skol to revise, argh, recap for the past 2 weeks.
except maybe a few trip to town to get stuff. other than that, i shut myself within the world of books. even if its meetin friend, its got to do with studies! =X
its borin but i am prepared to stay like this for these 2 months.

2007-10-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

Christmas becomes a headche when you care.
=X

stayed home todayy and and write christmas msg.
and i only manage to finish those small ones and one big one.
i really cant work at home. DISTRACTIONS. once in a while, i will touch tis, touch that.
or walk ard the house like some mad woman. LOLS.
waste my whooole day away!

and facebook seems fun now. although its not really that fun like was ppl says, but its better than friendster. HAHA.

phew. endliess of tireness is here again!
=(

2007-10-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

i tell you. this is damn cute. HAHA!

click here for more

it would be nice, if shower blessings of intelligence is pourin over me now.
cos accounting doesnt camouflage well into my world! =X
but i still want to be an accountant! HAHA.
i am suppose to be in that accounts program goin through the slides now but i am usin the com youtube-ing?!?!
i swear its tough! so many rules to follow. and being straight minded, my brain cant be realistic abit. once its not in the same way, everything's GONE! chicken feet to e max!
and my sis is really sweet ytd? once in a blue mood. she sat with me infront of the com to learn the step-by-step.
cos i was learning through e cd which seems to help alot. but i ended up more confused. PIFF.
and she goes "GO DIE LA" when i answered wrongly which is like 3/4 of the time.
how stupid can i be! =X shucks! but she's patient with me la.
i swear if i have to teach a student like me, i'll just die.
HAISS.
but i will grow to love accounting =)
although its like mine enemy now!
HAHA

HAHA. my sis says the angels are ugly to the max. LOLS.

and jing gave me this poohbear shoe =DDD

this is wad happen in skol today! HAHA. which draws me back to secondary school. i remember jing and i was doin the same thing, tryin to be teacher, teachin BIOLOGY! LOLS. that was super funny. HAHA
so after break was lab lesson. so after finishin, went back class to do project. but ended up playin. its FUN! =DD.

2007-10-07T23:53:00.000+08:00

SUNDAYS!

the day i can gather tgt with my family. due to the toot schooling hrs, i dun get to see my father from monday to saturday. leave house ard 12+ for skol, he is still sleeping and when i reached home, he went to work already. =(

spent time at home, the only time where i can leave my SIM work untouched BUT i have got eng to study! =( so you see, no life when it comes to studies. nvr mind. afterall, thats wad life is all abt. PIFF! caught "a walk to remember" on channel 5 in the afternoon. thumbs up =) den i went to pack my whole room. change the placin again! den study.

neat heh! =)

i paste those baby poohbear plastic stickers on the floor too!
so cute! =))

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i dried the blue roses that my BFFS bought for me durin my birthday for a week already. and i plucked one by one out today. jing say make it to bookmark for memory =D the colour inside is real nice =)

first week of skol just ended! =D
stat was crap, accoutin can be interestin and communication is another sucky subject too! PIFF! i hope i can clear all 3 again! i think tis month modules are very packed, rushin? first assignment will be due in like 1 week plus time den followed by the other 5 assignments. one of stat project is to sit at a bus stop for 2HOURS to monitor the situation and den write report. crap! and they want a hot spot bus stop?!?! maybe like orchard? sittin there like dumb dumb for 2HOURS!
KILL ME MAN!

and now i refer SIM to -- CHEAT MONEY!
hello, i am not the only who says this. hoho.
alright maybe its private so skol fee abit the exs. but consider the time we actually study minus the holiday, is only 10 months. papa say like study 1 1/2 mths den break 1 month = pian qian! and in addition, not 100% we are able to take the cert.
and i still dun see the point why they remove the sub-paper. failed that 1 particular subject has to pay $609.90. goodness man. not as if the dip is given by some overseas uni. its SINGAPORE, set by SINGPOREANS, marked by SINGAPOREANS! and taught by SINGAPORE LECTURER TOO. $609.90 really doesnt make sense. and all they do is just give you another new set of notes. and print extra copy of exam paper. =X
haiss.

and I DECLARE BANKRUPT!

gosh man! i am like left with ZERO DOLLARS or maybe ZERO CENTS the last week. so i make a point to save money! and i did. =) i requested my father to give me $5 for my daily allowance will do cos we are not that rich afterall. and i didnt use that $5. i save it. haha. i ate 2 kaya bread for lunch everyday, anyways SIM provide snacks. den dinner at home.
so i manage to save up to 30bucks. minus abit here and there, i guess i left ard 20! but better than nothin =DD at least my piggy bank carries some weight. haha.
my mother gave me 20bucks today to buy things cos she knows i am real bankrupt. =XX

AND AND AND

I AM NOT ALLOWED TO TAKE DRIVING LICENCE TILL I AM 22!
i dunno why 22 also. maybe thats the age i complete my degree if things goes smoothly.
piff. i checked out every details already and wanted to book my theory test date tis comin week.
HAISS! =((

2007-09-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

kope tis from juls blog. i think its true for me! =)

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

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alright, enough of one month holiday. one month of enjoyment. and its back to skol tmr! yay?!?! yes, no? its good also. in case my brain turn rusty. haha. i cant wait to touch on more maths =) although previous batch ppl says its hell! =X they choose to start on 1 OCTOBER, CHILDREN DAY!! and this sem lectures are all in the afternoon. 2-5pm! =( i dun like it! i rather wake up early in the morning and attend from 9.30 to 12.30 rather than they POMP my whole afternoon away! =XX

and today was off to grandma house to celebrate papa birthday. i ordered a cute cake for him last week! =DD and my godmother was sayin it looks like lao ah bei, wahahas.

i think its so cute! haha. LOLS

the papa that i will love no matter wad. =)

HAPPY BDAE PAPA!!!

thanks papa for the love u shower me this 18yrs. appreciate wad u have done for me. teachin me zhuo ren de tao li, guidin me in every way of my life. consellin me and takin time and patience to talk to me when i need. and the point when u said u will sell the house to give us education, i am really touched, and also workin the whole night till 6am tis second half of the yr in order to support my ex school fees. i once promise you i will study hard and not let ur money go down the drain and i will continue for the next sem. i remember i used to hate you when i was primary 4 bcos of all the beatins and scoldings i got from you. i wrote it in my diary. and u actually saw it! but as i grow up, i know that its for my own good. without all these, i wouldnt be what i am today! i wouldnt feel proud to stand infront of you today!
i will study hard hard and not disappoint you in life! =DD
I LOVE YOU PAPA! =D

and mama went for singin competition today again at some KTV PUB! cool heh! his teacher book the whole ktv! i want also! =)

her trophy. she got into the next round.
yea! =DD

and my 18th birthday! =DDD

thank you fellow friends for celebratin my birthday for me! i feel the love from you guys! =DD
all those sms msges especially those durin midnight after 12. =DD
and those who called me at 12ish to wish me although my phone was OFF for awhile (no batt) and thought i was EMOin. haha. LOLS.

THANKS PEOPLE! I LOVE YOU ALL! =)

2007-09-26T23:45:00.000+08:00

i want to post some unglam post here but maybe i shouldnt, to make the matter worst.
wth la. wads wrong man! PISSED OFF.
i am sorry if u see those U-G-L-Y words flyin ard.
not use to it. GET LOST!
PLEASE!
dun do just for the sake of doin.
FOLLOW UR HEART!
ur heart says NO? den dun waste ur time.
find me ONLY when u need a listenin ear?!?!
call me ONLY when u need someone to talk to?!?
wth! i am not ur watsoeva.
like that call friendship? i dun want at all.

you know this is the overall picture only.
thats more in depth nonsense that i dun wish to dwell into it.

and please dun go make wild guesses wth tis person is. or just bcos i talked to you guys in msn a very no mood or attitude way. u know, it takes one person to spoil everything. so forgive me if i scare you with my MONOTONE!
msn me heh and i will tell!
=P

COOL DOWN AND CHILL!

its ladies night today! some kuku ask me out. maybe to drink. but i cant drink for nuts. and i am too pissed enough to laugh and joke.
alan ask me to zouk. FREE! ask me take cab down! I NO MONEY, and his motor bike havent come! kuku man. in the end, he went clark quay with dunno who.
so i stayed home heh. bao yang jing shen to party the next 2 days.
yeses man!!
BUT
i dun really like this kind of life, those party life. in clubs, in pub. maybe once in awhile its okie. i dun want to be seen as those chao ah lian or wad.
i only like havin supper with friends, den chit chat, heart to heart talk. =D
thats all.
just that these 2 days have to enjoy since i own the key to uh, entrance. wahahas.

its good to be single. at least i dun have to commit at this point of time.
stoppin me from doin things which i like.
wahahahas.

2007-09-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

bbq at ecp. heh. to celebrate mooncake festival!? lols
den offf we went for POOL =DDDDDDDDDDD
POOL POOL POOL AND POOL!
i love to play pool although i am not really expert at it. and many times i hit, the cue just doesnt want to cooperate with me. piff. i can just aim nicely and the next minute, my cue flies as i hit. wahahas. i remember my pool shi fu told me not to grab the cue hard. must fang qin song. and tis is wad i get. LOLS. =X
i must train myself!
TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN!

dennis's shirt. damn cool heh!

lil emo kid!

another sun-tannin session last week. wahahas
i want a tanned colour!!!!!!!!!

cycling at ecp.
and thanks sisters for celebratin my early 18th birthday on 22 sept!
xie xie da jia! =DDD

and W115 peeps! thanks =D

his birthday is one day before mine =P

yeses! chuw kway team! =D

8 yue 15 ZHONG QIU JIE! =)

i cant wait for 28 september to come =DDDD
hohohoho!